hasiff

And i suddenly recalled,my dad used to buy us 3 ultraman figurines.each of us has one.Which actually resembles our character.thats what i can recall.I have the one who's calm, my 2nd brother, has the one thats active and the type that couldnt sit down and my youngest brother,the ultraman figure which is the smallest. Ahh I miss those times.haha. But how things have changed when we grew up.

I need some peace.
Damn those quarrelings, those shouts, those bangings, throwing of things, vulgarities.
How can i study?tell me?help?
since tmrw's my birthday,lets make a wish.
i wish

"For things to get better.For quarrels to stop.For them to talk things calmly.That's all i ask for."

-hasiff

Fuck you asshole.showing the arrogant infront of my face?
fuck shit.do that one more time and i swear I'll break your neck.
gave you a chance in the past and you didnt treasure it.
and you're lucky it's inside the train immature mother fucker.

fuck i hate everyone.
and what?instead of making me feel better mum,you made it much more worse.
you deserve a round of applause.
Brother,I had you so bad that i'll bring you down one day.
Oh and the kid in sch , i will bring you down.
mark my words.

im locking myself up.
bye.

im really gonna miss you.
I'll be looking forward till the next time we'll meet.
i'll keep thinking of you.
counting down the days until i will finally meet you.
im gonna miss you.i truly will.
i miss you,holidays. :'(

bloody hell,sch's starting tomorrow!oh shit oh shit!
runs around in circles screaming*
the horror of reports,staying up late doing projects,doing maths,boredom filled lectures.gaaaaaaah.
but nevermind,i'll always look forward,meeting my love,the holidays that is.hoho.:D

i didnt realy enjoy my holidays i think.you think i did?im not sure.help me?haha.
nevermind,the pics below might explain.
and i'll only upload those nice nice photos since i have TONS AND TONS OF THEM.
its impossible to fit all of them in here you see.
sooooo here we go!

























































and we made balloons in a shape of a bear in the bus.cool huh!hahaha.











okay there's way tooooo many pics for me to upload.
pay me and i'll upload more of it.:DD
and i wanna buy this ripcurl tee and this globe shoe! $150 in total.
where to find that kind of money?!tell me tell me!:(
lets hope that tmrw is a start of something new.
something smooth in this new second yr.
can't wait to see those juniors and juniors in kickboxing of mine.hoho.
and i'll give it my all for this 2nd year.i really want that biomedical specialisation course.
and nothing can stop me.NOTHING.well,except if u give me sushis and pizzas.maybe i'll consider.(:
till then,tc people!

back to school kid.grr.

okay this 3 weeks are hell for me.
super duper ultra mega ultimate infinate god like busy like hell!
ok i know its a bit dramatic. :D

but seriously,trainings every week and plans after plans.gaaaah.
i didnt even get to clean my room.(sorry mak ye sorry.)
i'll show you ppl my room after i cleared it horrr.
i cant even describe how messy it is.tsktsk.

okay nvm bout that.
yest picnic's was super freaking god damn fun!
well not so lah.since most of them didnt make it.but still.(:
met shida at cwp first to buy the foods while we waited for the rest.
which was quite long actually.tsk.
had fun overall except for certain mofos who didnt even came but kept bugging me how was the picnic when we were having fun.tsk.
if killing was legal,i'd kill both of you and cook your meat.fried rice sounds nice.hmmm.haha.
and i took around 176 photos?!and im not in most of the photos actually cause i was busy taking it for them.
haiz sacrifises.
depressing aye.i wanna kill myself.
not.haha.alright here are the pics!
the nice ones. :D













and i had to split my legs for this one.hahaha.ouch.






and i planned this.haha.which was to make azuin take the pic all by herself.hoho.
































and i played with this kid while in the bus.hahaha.














my eyes.-.-



okayyyyy done with the pics!wooh!finally.haha.
have fun looking at them!and haniz,u owe me nasi goreng.
otherwise, hasiff angry,me smash delilady.roar.
ok not frightening enough i know.

will update this when im free.nights!

ooooh!ahhh!i gave birth and here it is!
this journal of mine & im breaking my blogging virginity.
piaaaaaaakkkk.

(lets just hope that my laziness won't catch up with me because seriously kids,it will eventually.)

(: